this is a little out of character for me but I gotta let it out

I wouldn’t consider myself a religious person or even a spiritual person. Not because I’m against any of it, I just…don’t make time for it…I guess? But I’m kind of blown away right about now. I’ve been stressing for so long about school and move in and how it will all play out. Then I started to tell myself that I have to think positively. I can’t assume all these negative things are going to happen, because then I’ll only be expecting negativity. And while I haven’t been thinking completely positive about the situations, I haven’t been thinking about the negative outcomes in the slightest. And it seems my positivity and prayers and wishes and what have you worked out because now things are falling almost perfectly into place. I went from having no help, no options, nearly nothing, to people and opportunities practically throwing themselves at me. Things are starting to work out in my favor and all at once. I am just so relieved and thankful and I just needed to have some sort of documentation of the time that my positive thoughts lead to positive outcomes.